Drain

Talk to my troubled brain
If you can feel my pain
So much hurting that's living in my head
Now I can barely breathe
And now my heart's disease
And my name and my life has been stepped
on and on' No no!

You made a fool out of me
There is no way out
I'm going down the drain

The name of God in vain
You pushed me I'm insane
Dissolution is knocking on my door
Can't stop my bitter tears
Oh take away my fears
Body and soul is blown up in pieces

Oh Cry out I want to be free
Dry out I want to know truth

Let me drain my feelings out
Lough like a drain My emotions scream
Let me drain!

So I can't speak my mind
anata sae mo blind
I am left in a land with just solitude
Has this become my fate
Who's next be your bate
Vicious cycle repeating on and on

Cry out I want be loved
Dry out I want see dreams
Oh Cry out I want to be free
Dry out I want to know truth

Let me drain my feelings out
Lough like a drain My emotions scream
Let me drain my feelings out
Lough like a drain
let me drain!

Tribute to me? WTF??

Hahaha messing around with photoshop software... Well i saw some Hideto Matsumoto tribute picture, giving me some idea to make my own tribute picture...for? somesilly jokes~ ha ha ha... Currently tryng to find some suitable photos but failed, this all the best at the current time i've got... whut do ya' think?

(Yo Ma'Faka~ I'm still livin, whut tht 29 Aug for?? =,=")

Is it a dream?

Wtf..last night have a weird dream that i can recall it 100% when i wake up.... is it a dream? it's too real and the pain too real... i guess it might be a sign....

Mumble and mumble and mumble

yeah i am back again, mumbling about stuff. Hurm first thing it MMU IT fees, 100 per year, huh, i still don't get it, what is it at all.. what they want to charge us for 100 per year? internet bills? Upgrade? it doesn't seems so.....
next, why the hell i'm become this lazy~!! arghhhh getting tired of study even getting lazy to class, feels sleepy and sometimes i slept in class... for this trimester i took 3 subjects, data comn, object oriented programming and prob and stats, and what i am really worried now is prob and stats, it's really suck and i didn't get anything about it.... (T,T) SOMEBODY SAVE MEEE~!!!
next~ flu~~ argh suddenly i got running nose~!! to me: get well soon, don't felt sick you know how worse when u felt sick rite??
next after next? ARGHHH what the hell i'm doin now~!! BLURR

You~ Yeah YOU~!!

Red Dress

Hurm it's been a while since my last posting, hehehe here some songs that i believe have a deep meaning to me long2 time ago, it's ll about the lyrics heheehe



artist: Monkey Majik
album/single: Picture Perfect
release: 2007.2.7

The girl with the red dress,
She is standing just to confess,
Has and eye for fancy things,
He buys her diamond rings.
With high heels, just walking,
She has got everyone talking
About who is next in line,
To take her out, and dine.

She knows how it feels,
She makes all the world turn for her,
She knows, ooh! I know.
And he knows how it feels,
Not on his own, he is chasing at her,
He knows, ooh! Everyone knows.

"I love her, oh! I love her, I love her."

Spending everyday outside her doorway,
The light goes out, the window is open,
I hear her sleeping
The ground below me never moves,
I'm stuck right here.
Wishing she would fly out with a rope,
To pull me near.

She don't know how I feel,
I would give up all my kingdom for her,
I know, ooh! I know.
She knows how it feels,
She makes all the world turn for her,
She knows, ooh! I know.

Oh! I love her, I love her.
Looking at your window with the curtain slightly
Open there is mirror.
And in that mirror I see a reflection
Of a cloth that is satin red.
Black car in the driveway, how does it feel?
I don't know.
A penguin with a bouquet, what does it mean?
I think I know.

He loves her? Yeah he loves her,
And she loves him! And I lost her.
Oh no!

A Thing That I Want...Can Get It But Wont Get It...

Wow such a long title there.. Hahaha yeah it's about the bike again, feeling down huhuhu i really want the bike!!! It's multi purpose bike and i am type once a while need to go out to calm my stress alone... no transport so i stuck up in here... huhuhu sad.... my mum wont let me ride on bike anymore since my lil bro incident... i not a good child but i really not type going to ignore her... it's just a bike, not the same bike as my lil bro ride, it's not rempit bike, it's more safe and my riding is not like him..these i want to tell my mum but i couldn't say it out.... looking the way my mum now i dare not to say what i want... let it just be another dreams for me... buried deep down inside...

Suzuki Van Van RV125

Huhuhu this is my dream bike~~ huhuhu since my license limit me up to 250cc so this bike is one of my choice, and i really want it because it's simple, and retro look ^_^ kekeke .... but.. since i wont get this bike (due to some reason) i just write it here..

RV 125 Van Van 2004
Overall Length: 2 140 mm (84.3 in)
Overall Width: 860 mm (33.9 in)
Overall Height: 1 120 mm (44.1 in)
Seat Height: 770 mm (30.3 in)
Ground Clearance: 215 mm (8.5 in)
Wheelbase: 1 385 mm (54.5 in)
Dry Weight: 117 kg (257 lbs)
Engine type: Air-cooled 124,5 cc single cylinder, SOHC, 2 valves. 12 hp (8,83 kW)/ 9,500 rpm, 10 Nm (1,0 kg-m)/ 7,700 rpm.