One week recap

Haaa i should say recap for few days ler.. hurm i went back to rawang till mon morning. Snap some pic with my sis's child(Akmal and Akram) and her kittens, yeah also see her cat that scratch my nose long time ago coz i bully him, and i guess he still hate me for that. Hurm i went back rawang coz my sis and her husband need to go back to kelantan to fetch my parent since they are going to Makkah for haj, they go back and come back at the same day, must be tiring for my bro in law~ huhuhu, and during that time i have to stay at rawang and looks for the kids, house and maid coz the housing area still empty... We had family lucnh with all my bro n sis who stayed in kl, quite nice~~~ i ate a lot...huhuhuhu .... went back on monday morning and monday night force my friend sent me to kelana jaya to meet up with my parent as they were going to depart to Makkah~~ I waited there till all the thing settled whic was around 4 am hahaha went back to my bro house in pj and sleep till 7 am and go back mmu coz i got class at 2 till 6!!! till now i a bit tired but i want to write something about it..but too tired to write more detailed~~ so end up with some choronological post~ muahaha anyway here some pic i snapped when i was away....

P/s: still tired till i dunno wht i write... =,="

Sleep well(tired kena buli!! muahaha)

See so comfortable

This wan is Tommy(he really hates me)

Tommy and his partner~ Bella

These two..so naughty~~

Akram~ cute and his voice more cute but... REALLY NOTTY!!

Akmal....(Pliz stop bully the cat T,T)

Mum and dad b4 depart to Makkah, Have a save journey and take care, Insya'Allah everything will be allright ^_^

Mumble mumble mumble and blabber...

Hurm let say, if u kill or destroy special feeling inside your heart for someone, will u won't feel hurt when someone gone? I don't know for sure, but if you deny feeling in ur heart, someday it will come to situation that u can no longer be consider as human being, yeah something like robot. u won't be able to feel happy or sad. Everything is nothing inside your heart, you will feel nothing, plain feeling. There's time u will feel so lonely and depress till you feels like u ar going insane. Then if you survive that, u will become nothing, not a human or any living thing, u will be just a robot... lifeless moving flesh... but surely this case still rare, most of them stuck at going insane and end up either in mental hospital or suicide.

Let it be, why so scared of sad feeling? betrayal? it's not like you never betray anyone before... if you don't want to be betray, carefully find person that you can trust....suddenly my mind feel blank and want to erase this post, what the hell that i am thinking now.. just feels like want to write this.. yeah some ideas came up inside this head.... u might think i have some love problem hahaha not really, it just about someone that i like suddenly i know she got someone special. but i just take it easy and go have some coffee on my own to get over it. since then i feel empty feeling, and everyday try to keep my mind empty... i called it state of nothing.

p/s: i was "high" when writing this, seems like some music make me feel high hehehe~~

I am HULK???

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Mood moody and no mood~

Suddenly become a moody person.. er actually loose of mood here, hahaha yeah feels like doing nothing at all and just want to stare the sky.. Em0?? not really, just feels like doing nothing, waiting for my hair grow longer and i want to dye it white, then want to try new fashion, but at the moment just want to stare the sky. Want to serious gain back the will playing basketball but it keeps raining and fall sick, guess need to wait for sunny day. should go for jogs as it keeps raining, but no motivation, guess it just another lazy excuse being made.

in class same as before, sleepy and blank mind.. what the hell had happen to me? where the hell all of those motivation gone to?

Addiction

Hehehe yeah i am now addicted, well the story like this, since i have 1 more day before my rapidshare account expires, i searched for some anime since i don't know what to download, browsing through the forum, there is it, 76 episode of hijme no ippo, an anime about boxing, seing the comment, lots of people says it was an aspire anime and the best that they have watch so i decide to download. Gabling with the time, i manage to download it and started to watch it, here i am, in the state of addoction~~

here some rev/ synopsis about the hajime no ippo!!!! :

ppo Makunouchi is a very shy high school student who never had the time to make friends because he was always busy helping his mother with the family charter boat fishing business. Because he kept to himself, a group of bullies led by Umezawa got into the habit of picking on him. On one particular day these bullies decided to give him a rather serious beating, but a middle-weight professional boxer who was passing by stopped the bullies and took the injured Ippo to the Kamogawa Gym (鴨川ボクシングジム, Kamogawa Bokushingu Jimu), owned by retired boxer Genji Kamogawa, to treat his wounds. After Ippo awoke to the sounds of boxers training, the boxer who saved him, Mamoru Takamura, tried to cheer Ippo up by letting him vent his frustrations on a sandbag. It was then that they had their first glimpse into Ippo's talent for boxing. After that incident, Ippo started his regular training and began his path in Japan's professional boxing.

The story focuses heavily on character development, even during the matches something is learned about the fighters. Ippo and his friendly rivalry with Miyata is the main draw in the early part of the series. That later changes to Ippo's path towards the Japanese Featherweight Championship and eventually the world championship. Along the way we are given glimpses into the other side character's pasts, motivations, relationships to others and current boxing trials.

The anime series has two spin-off movies that were actually part of the manga. Champion Road, which takes place after Ippo becomes the Japanese Featherweight Champion and showcases his first defense of the title, and Kimura Vs. Mashiba, which pits one of Ippo's senpai (upper classmen) Kimura against the Japanese lightweight champion Mashiba (the brother of Ippo's love interest).

source from: Wikipedia

Ippo!!

Lately i back to court, basketball caourt since i realize i am getting too much fat, yeah it's right i should have gone to gym but i prefer doing some sport that i like, hehehe afterall it not like i want to shape my body like any atheletes. I started basketball and realize that i was not as good as before, my body limit my movement, and getting tired too fast, yeah lack of stamina and speed. i did think of some training to gain my stamina back,and so my speed.. but i worried i getting exausted at night resulting i won't be able to stay up and do other stuff at night,furthemore this is short trimested and subjects aren't not that easy, i might be suicidal for me if i mess up this time.. well i will keep go on at this pace, try to gain my speed and stamina slowly and get rid of this fat and flat tire at my stomach~~ ganbatte for me!!

Dance~~

Morning guys~~ wow i sleep late and wake up this early hahaha ok here some moves i found that might intrest u all kekeke Crip-Walk tutorial~

Well found it on youTube, so i shared it here hehehe

Lesson 1:Heel Toe.




Lesson 2: Shuffle.



Lesson 3: The V.



Another Lesson: Variation in this vids.

Love ka?

Ho ho ho, my hd still down, currently run some os from my pendrive.... well i am not going to talk about that here, hurm... yesterday when i on my way to lowyat plaza, (yeah about my hd-thinggy of course..) i saw couples, well young couple all around, they were happily walking together.. and suddenly i remember a phrase that i was being told or hear before, "Just loving is not enough"... at that time i was so oppose it, may be because i was so naive or love feeling was that strong inside my heart, then now my view changed... i answered "Yeah... it's not enough.." from that phrase i add more " Loving must came with willing to bear all things come up after that, for long, very long time.." hohoho my new statement, is it came from my coward heart again?

Seeing those lovebirds filled with love feelings make me realized something that my heart is empty... i had lost love for a very long time, i can't feels the warmth of love anymore... so all this time i only seek for girls just to have someone with me when i need,when i feel cold and empty... it's different, it's not love, i knew coz it was not the same as before, is it because i too coward to love? or my heart was already loose it's light? i don't know but i knew it's empty and i did try to get new lover,but it still the same, feeling just only longing for friendship and could not move more than that.. it hanged.. oh, is it i was not ready yet or the lights are really gone? i want to try to remember the feeling but i scared... heh.. like i said many times before..."love are really complicated" hehehehe
Oh my... i realize that my words start to portray me as an emo person
, hahaha trust me i am not that emo, my dress my style, all not emo at all, this is just what in my heart, partially revealed so it might not show all about me, yeah i need to keep some in here, inside me coz it might make certain people unhappy or hurt if i put all in here (i might get killed you know) hehehe so lets treat it as missing words...
So i did tried greyed my hair, and it's was a failure end up me shaved my whole head(i don't want to do the remake)..i did saw someone with perfect color of haired as i wanted, and she was a girl, she looks cool, hahaha i guess she have done it in saloon. well for now i gave up on grey color, and nor i will do white color, but need to wait till my hair longer a bit. Don't worry this time i will do it in a saloon, but need to survey the price first hehehehe. I saw some guys with white hair color, and i kind of like it (i mean the hair color and style, hey i'm still 100% interest with gals ok!) so want to try it up, if i was not nice on me, i will dye it pink!!! ngeheehehe
Well got some more stories, but i'll save it for next time, till then see u soon ^_^

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Hard-disk window shopping

Waa nervous coz it's my first time buying a hardisk some more laptop hardisk.. Well i could hardly find the hardisk since i am still using ide-hardisk huhuhu... most available was sata type... ide ka.... haizzzzzz most people say that to me, but still found some...and the price.... huhuhuhu almost rm200 since i wan to take 160 gig, as 120 gig is around 140-150, so i prefer 160, or may be i will choose 250 gig which is the price is rm200++ hahaha see how first lor...
now, still running this machine using my pendrive which i always use to hack other people machine when i don't know their password for windows kekekeke... but i won't bee on for long time since i still doubt it's capability to run for long period of time... haah...feel so lonely without my laptop to be on 24-7... lonely...lonely.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

AaaaaaAAaaaaa Jinx still follow me!!!!

Good and bad... that's word i can say now, good part is i pass all the paper and might get new hd for my lappy, bad is.... MY HD CRASH AND ALL STUFF GONE AND CANNOT BE FIX!!! thats all for now, going out for release tension!!! T,T

What a suck journey, but here i am now, Cyberjaya!

Yeeehaaaa~~~ It was series of unfortunate events, at first i thought everything is going well, my big bro sent me to the station, i get to the bus and sit for 7-8 hours and then reach kl... but well.... i saw the bus number, its 7/6 so i ask the driver, is this bus number 7? and he say yes, ... so i go up there and find my seats, single seat hehehe so comfortable as i brought my language n a guitar with me, suddenly a man came, and ask, the seat number, guess i thought he might get on wrong bus as the seat is same with me, it bus number 6 =,="... then the driver ask for our tickets and he went to the counter... to they changed my bus to bus 15 and it's double seated =,= (wht the hell) at first i say, well it's ok, may be the bus not full, guess not... it's overloaded..(fuck~!!!) i don't know may be their management messed up the things, well i just stay shut, at least i can just arrive to kl there... so around 1 hour journey, the air-cond broke-down i guess and the buss have to stop and fix it around... tick tock tick tock, i see the clock there, we suppose to be half way already =,="" but there we were, stuck with air-cond probs... keh~ the most fucked up thing is, they did not open the door of the bus while fixing the air-cond, and it's hot and i almost suffocate (come on i at the back of the overloaded bus with no window!!) seriously need for fresh air~ huhuhu lucky they manage to fix it before i rush to the driver seat and jump from the door there keh~ =,=.. then we start our journey which i don't even dare to open my eyes, i was like '"to fast to furious" of the bus version (yeah they chasing time as we all were late) and i think that time, it would be a good unfortunate even if the bus collapse with something or fell off from a cliff isn't it? (what a fucked-up thought i have that time) but we manage to arrive to kl safely at earlier time!!??? omg wonder how they drive when i shut my eyes ( T,T) but thank god, we all safe and sound.... Alhamdullillah~~
Well it's not really that bad also, my journey... except the guy that sat beside me keep look at me at times.... i guess he try to be friendly, but my mood at that time was not that good, sorry pal, can't be friendly at that time with my burning boiling blood.. need to train my self to be more wiser and relax if this situation happen again...

Cut the story i reach station and rush to the train and stop at kl sentral for my breakfast at Mc D's.. a bit crowded and i word came to my head "Morning People" hahaha feels like want to make a song by that word, well i leave it as a thought since i don't have enough talent for making a song, at 8.45am, finally i reach cyber, safe and sound ~~~ aiya, lapar la pulak~~~

I wonder why i didn't saw any of
this sign when i'm on my way to kl???