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Ahaks, all final paper finish earlier but somehow i still stuck in the hostel, now it's been too many days i guess, and the hostel management wanted us to clear up all rooms by 25'th so i have no choice..huhuhu Other than that, i'll be going back to hometown with my brother on 25'th as he told me. hurmm it's been a while i haven't be back to my hometown, i wonder what i will do. There'll be my brother's wedding on 1st June. after that day i guess i end up sleep and eat, gaining weight. hahaha i might not be online since the connection back there might be really bad =,= so i guess, See you another 3 weeks~
haha bubbye~

Flame

作詩：hide 作曲：hide

Dear my sun. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my moon. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my stars 星の嘆き聞けば
Like a wind ほんの小さな事だろう

悲しみは腕広げて
君の肩を抱くだろう
優しげな振る舞いで　君にからまる
It's a flame of sadness

Dear my mind どんな不幸にでも
Say hello 言える気持ちほしい
Dear my hurts いつも抱えていた
Like a wind 重い物捨てよう

夜の風　浴びていれば
忘れられる事なら
その歩幅広げてみる
前よりもずっと

笑う月の蒼い光
傷をそっと閉じていくよ
It's a flame of sadness 降りそそぐ悲しみすら　抱きよせ
Life is going on 枯れるまで　歩いて行くだけ
It's a flame of sadness

Dear my sun. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my moon. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my stars. 星の嘆き聞けば
Like a wind. ほんの小さな事だろう

降る星を数え終えたら　泣くのやめて歩いて行こう

Flame of misery 愛しさを憎しみを受け止めて
It's a flame of sadness 腕の中で砕いてしまえ　全て
Pieces of sadness 降りそそぐ雨がやんだら行こう
Life is going on 枯れるまで歩いて行くだけ
Stay free my misery
...my misery


this song, is the only song that could calm me down whenever i feeling down, or hurt, or hates hahaha this is the greatest song, Hide's vocal's really peace and soft~ huhuhu

yeah lately my emotion crumbling and everything is seems to be wrong, feels being pushed away and all sort of uneasy feeling covered my heart, turning me to a gloomy and sad person, however i try to act like nothing happen. I don't know what had driven me to this, i guess i am try to force my self living the way i'm not liking it or i have pretend to be happy too much. Or may be all of the vengeances that i keep inside my heart had explode? I am really not sure what had happen.. well when i try to listen and understand this song lyrics somehow makes my heart crying and feels comfort, feels like "It's ok..." hahaha Guess i am a weirdo afterall...

In Memory....

UiTM wants to offer course in blog writing

my friend sent this news to me:

SHAH ALAM, MON:

Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM) is willing to offer a course in blog writing in an effort to produce more professional and ethical blog writers, its Vice Chancellor Datuk Seri Profesor Ibrahim Abu Shah said.

He said the move would also be in keeping with current developments, where a majority of the society were being drawn to the alternative media.

“Currently, we do have blogging studies in our curriculum and this will be enhanced further by introducing a course on blog writing.

“I feel that the Communication and Media Studies Faculty is ready to conduct the course and I fully support this move (to introduce blog writing course) as it is time for us to help produce bloggers who are not only professionals, but with ethics,” he told a media conference after opening a seminar on Media and the 2008 General Election, here today.

Ibrahim said although academic qualifications were not an asset for those wanting to become blog writers, there were certain ethics which they should adhere to in expressing their views to avoid them from writing on matters which were negative and seditious.
“Everybody can be a blogger but we cannot simply write as we like because there are certain rules to be observed, like whether the words used are ethical and the subject matter is true or otherwise” he added.

Earlier in his speech, Ibrahim said the new media had become the focus for the young generation due to its anti-establishment tendency.

He said the society looked upon the new media as a space for them to express their thoughts and whose development could also be seen as a process to enhance the government’s accountability as well as a “watchdog” for the people.

Referring to the result of the recent general election, Ibrahim said the people had activated the cyber revolution by displaying information that had caused the fall of several states to the opposition.

“Isn’t there any other media which can provide a balance to the situation.

Do we have to be trapped and allow ourselves to become victims of the cyber media without any check and balance on ourselves, family and the society.

“It’s here that I think the cyber colony can be regulated. If the blog is used, then it is also through the blog that we can merge the traditional and new media,” he added.

The one-day seminar is attended by more than 200 participants, comprising academicians, media practitioners, politicians, representatives from government and non-governmental organisations as well as bloggers where they discussed the role of the media during elections.

news from NST i guess

personal thoughts:
"what the hell~"

Crap Crappy Crapping Creepy

I am not sure about this statement, but for this few days it keep on rolling inside my head, so i decide to write it out.

Lately i crap a lot and it makes me feel like and old jii-san. Hahaha, talking about advices and lame stuff. Crap crap crap till become creepy, like giving childish advice to 20 y'old friend, talk about something that i not sure what is it and end it speechless. Is this a symptom after break up?

Uh ah uh i don't know, but now i am feeling like to do something meaningful but i am not sure what to do, it's too empty and bored here...

Notes: The following picture don't have anything to do with this post.

I guess this cat also feel bored like me..

私の故郷 (My Hometown)

導入

"電光の土地が" 歓喜- 無作法な漁村の真の宝物繁栄した、緑のpadi 分野およびlanguid であるので翻訳するKelantan の、やし縁を付けられた浜。

従ってマレーシア半島の北東コーナーで押し込められて、Kelantan の人々は生きた古来の習慣および伝統を保つことをどうにかしてMalay 文化の揺りかごとして州に評判を得る。

"電光の土地が" 歓喜- 無作法な漁村の真の宝物繁栄した、緑のpadi 分野およびlanguid* であるので翻訳する導入Kelantan の、やし縁を付けられた浜。従ってマレーシア半島の北東コーナーで押し込められて、Kelantan の人々は生きた古来の習慣および伝統を保つことをどうにかしてMalay 文化の揺りかごとして州に評判を得る。ここに、多彩な凧は挑む重力上向きに上昇し、巨大なドラムは反響する。影のパペットmesmerise の聴衆及び巨大な上は無限の楽しみの時間を提供する。

Kelantan に約1.4 百万の人口がある; 95% は残りの上で作る中国語、インド人およびOrang Asli のMalay である。Kelantanese は暖かさおよび友情のために有名である。Kelantan Darul Naim は少数が抵抗できる古世界の魅力を保つ優雅な美の世界である。来られる、彼女の自然な属性を働かせるあなたのマジックを許可しなさい!

*何が「languid」? 私は知りません。 私がウェブサイトからそれを翻訳するというこの記事。



ここ、ケランタンの何らかの風景:

(Pasar Besar Siti Khadijah)

(Tok Bali Beach)

(Stong Waterfall)

(You can see this in the city hehehe)

Hide's Memorial day

Yesterday was Hide's memorial day, all his fans will gather in japan for his memorial day and they will having summit on 3-4 may for him. Yeah it's been 10 years since he pass away, but his music still keep on living in our heart. I start to like guitar since listen to his music, he is really awesome, when he plays along with X-Japan, all i can say, they are real legend... here some tribute vid that being made by his fan... Hide,your music will be with us,keep on living with us..

Empty

Hmm not sure what i am suppose to write but still i want to write it out..expressing my feeling. Breaking up my relationship makes me feel empty, each time seeing people around,couples around somehow trigger my jealousy or should i say, "i want to be like them" feeling, but when i was having relationship, it is not like it, it's more to not the way i wanted it to be, i somehow tried to cope with it but still, my limitation always came to the end.. I guess it is my fault that can't really accept the way she act, yeah it's too rude and i don't like the way she treated me when she piss off, it's like she never think of me... Then we can pretend that nothing happen on the other day, but inside me it still hurt..hmmh i guess i am too sensitive.. well it's all never mind now, let it end, afterall our problem is not that simple.. i want her to seek happiness rather suffer with my attitude.
Now, let me set my new goals, well should i continue my principle before all this start? surely the wound might disturb me but i have to bear it...all i know i not really ready for relationship from the way i feel now... i guess i am just a coward..