Dear blog
Yeah i know i've been away from blogging for quite a while but i wont missed to finish up this year blabbering..
It's 31'st December 2010 today~
2010 is coming to it's end today and yet i still not graduate. Awww that sucks~ i still using my lappy from 2005 and it still working fine just limitation on it's graphic card and processor, don't really mind about those stuff as long as i can use it. Well considering heavy usage on mine on the lappy, it's quite incredible that the laptop still holding on, even thou it had some funny sound (because of the fan)
Hurm lot of things i did not really archive in this 2010, still being an useless thing in my household. yeah what did you expect? will be 24 soon and still in collage? arghh~ nowadays graduating is being a big issue for me. but in this 2010, i found something meaningful..
I don't know what will it be in future, just hold on to it so i can get through everything. Yes, that something meaningful that i found is my relationship~ hahaha, thank you dear i don't know how to express it but it is really important for me, our relationship. Thank you for coming to my life.
So how should i spend my day today?
that's all, thank you
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Q&A Me
Simple blabbering abt me in Q&A form...
Q: What is your favorite phrase?
A: random words but i often say "oh shit" when things gone wrong
Q: Things that you hate most?
A: math
Q:Your favorite free time activity?
A:meditating on my bed
Q:Do you smoke?
A: yes n no, i did smoke back there but just get some stick from friends, but i don't really some,more to trying to make 'O' shape with the smoke, i don't inhale the smoke, just play with the smoke.
Q: Did you went to club?
A: yes, i went there few times before but i don't really enjoy dancing, i can't dance or shuffle. i more to enjoying the music.
Q:How much is your patience level?
A: what kind of question is this?? well i think its low and i am really a vengeful person.
Q: Are you serious type?
A:sometimes, but i hate being serious me since when i'm serious i felt like i'm emotionless, so most of time i just try to be happy and go lucky, try to enjoy the feelings...
ok folks, we continue on the other time, my pillow is dragging me now
Q: What is your favorite phrase?
A: random words but i often say "oh shit" when things gone wrong
Q: Things that you hate most?
A: math
Q:Your favorite free time activity?
A:meditating on my bed
Q:Do you smoke?
A: yes n no, i did smoke back there but just get some stick from friends, but i don't really some,more to trying to make 'O' shape with the smoke, i don't inhale the smoke, just play with the smoke.
Q: Did you went to club?
A: yes, i went there few times before but i don't really enjoy dancing, i can't dance or shuffle. i more to enjoying the music.
Q:How much is your patience level?
A: what kind of question is this?? well i think its low and i am really a vengeful person.
Q: Are you serious type?
A:sometimes, but i hate being serious me since when i'm serious i felt like i'm emotionless, so most of time i just try to be happy and go lucky, try to enjoy the feelings...
ok folks, we continue on the other time, my pillow is dragging me now
Saturday, December 4, 2010
How about my own feeling?
Dear blog...
Yeah, another selfishness words of mine. Well i've been putting poker face a lot, even in my family showing my good-obedient son who listens to parent's words and only keep silence my own feeling. When anything i dissatisfied i just keep quiet (well i guess most of us did tht right?) well let say i did it too much.
Surely i've been tired doing that just keep all the feeling inside me buckle up everything and holding it deep inside. well the last time i almost explode when i was back to hometown because my late grandpa pass away. well my lil bro shows some rude attitude till i think it's too much, well i don't like him much anyway.. coz my parent were there i holding my anger just to silence.. they don't even say a word to him thou, coz event thou they say anything, like he care? but at least consider me, how i feel as elder? well that just some example hahaha trust me my family just like normal family it just me who abnormal coz keep stuffing my feeling inside me..
i wonder who really care about my feeling when i can say what inside me n listen to the end.. i wonder who can care of my feeling? and i can express my dissatisfaction or argument peacefully without worries? oh God..i hate my self...
Yeah, another selfishness words of mine. Well i've been putting poker face a lot, even in my family showing my good-obedient son who listens to parent's words and only keep silence my own feeling. When anything i dissatisfied i just keep quiet (well i guess most of us did tht right?) well let say i did it too much.
Surely i've been tired doing that just keep all the feeling inside me buckle up everything and holding it deep inside. well the last time i almost explode when i was back to hometown because my late grandpa pass away. well my lil bro shows some rude attitude till i think it's too much, well i don't like him much anyway.. coz my parent were there i holding my anger just to silence.. they don't even say a word to him thou, coz event thou they say anything, like he care? but at least consider me, how i feel as elder? well that just some example hahaha trust me my family just like normal family it just me who abnormal coz keep stuffing my feeling inside me..
i wonder who really care about my feeling when i can say what inside me n listen to the end.. i wonder who can care of my feeling? and i can express my dissatisfaction or argument peacefully without worries? oh God..i hate my self...
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