Another blabbing session from me. So this is how working life will be, tire out for weekdays and fully rest on weekends.. Well working in my sis office at first quite boring, i guess coz i am unclear about my task, i just do as i told, and stuck when i don't have any instruction. So basically i was like a robot, work based on input hahaha... well nothing much except i blend in with office mates and i still feeling a bit awkward since it's a new environment for me. i just hope i can do work smoothly and i still stuck. hahaha i always absent minded thou.. and sometimes fall asleep during working. well that's me.
salary, the paid is not high, well what you expect, i'm doing my industrial training, not officially work there and if i was about to apply working there, i doubt i will be accept with my experience and qualifications hahahaha well if possible i want to work different office than my family members, i lil bit shy to work when they were around.
normal days, i felt a lil bit closer to my brother and sisters as i living around them now, how much i want to involve with them without troubling them.. well i guess it's better if i not involve too much hahaha later being marked as busybody~~
well i for now i just want to graduate, and get my own job and transport. on weekend i want to visits them and bring some fancy2 food and enjoy with them and their kids.. well that's what i have in my mind, but all the time, all things came to my mind will never happen, so it just a dream, shatters when i awake. Reality are always harsh~~
love,
hurm for last few weeks keep having dream of chasing my ex, all the time, but when i awake i don't feel sad, i just feel it just a bad dream. i guess my emotions has came to accept the fact that she's no more there.. well time to time i do think how to improve my self when she's around, it's like "Proposal Daisuken's" drama where the main character went back to each time that he can fix what he had done to make the girl accept him hahahaha well if i can go back to time, i wont change nothing, since what have been happen in the past are beautiful moments that we won't have will to destroy. It just when i look to future, i have to let go...
hmmm~~
i think that's all for now,
Thank you~~
Snap from my sis's office desk~ hahaha
