Yes this post probably another untitled post. Lately i post less and less and less posts, lot things to say but i just can't find words to imprint them all here and sometimes i just forgot to post. Well i just continue my post as always, blabbering about things around and some nonsense blabber..
You tried your best to forget your painful past and memories, the more you tried the more it came to you. Just accept it as the past memory, remember it and bite your tongue, bear the pain. The pain it self is a teacher to your heart, teaches you how to deal with failure and pain. Think what you can learn from it, change your self and try to smile even how pain was it. Talk to people and tell them you painful and sadness, don't keep them to you. The more you keep them and bury them inside the more painful it will be and one day, it'll just burst out and hurt you more.
Your life is about you. You are the main actor and each of your actions affects your surrounding as well as the surrounding affect you. Cheer up and you have cheerful environment, being sad and down, you'll have gloomy faces people around you and dark atmosphere. . There's sometimes your surrounding are dark and gloomy, so try to cheer up or just get some fresh air and smile.
When you trust a person, always get ready to be betrayed. You don't know how is it in that person heart and mind. As well as loving someone, be ready to get hurt. Love and hate, ironically are always together, "you love because you hate, and you hate because you love." But this co-exist in unique way, there's also purely hate and purely love. Pure hate: probably 100% hate like revenge when people kill ones you love? people insult you?. Pure love: love to God.. well i'm not dr love so speaks about love, this just what i think and please don't hate my words if you does not agree with me, just ignore it. After all i am free to voice out my opinion, plus this does not hurt anyone i hope....
Ok that's for my general blabbering, hope that can make you fall asleep reading them.
I can't wait for December.... my sis big day as well as mine.... i will introduce my beloved bee to my family and have a chance for her to live with my family for few days. Hope everything's will be fine and hope she can easily mix in with my family ^^. lately my head filled with this, thinking and imagine when she's meet my family, how would it be, and what should i do, and this and that,i can't really express it in here but it keeps playing in my mind hahahaha. Guess it's me who's being too excited. Well bee, i'll be there with you, don't bee too nervous ok? muaxss!!
(precious moments)
