It's Ramadhan Again~~

Dear blog,

It been a while since my last post was it? yeah since my c905 broken and there's not much nice pic i can snapped and shared, somehow my motivation on blogging decreased a lot, plus a lil' bit busy. anyway here i am, want to wish you all, happy fasting and don't forget to do solat terawikh~

that's all, thank you~

P/S: bee i love u~~

Hello

Dear blog,

When was it my last post? It's been a while huh~ now my head jammed with... well something to do with parallel programming things.. It's interesting actually, parallel programming, but it's sucks for me now, i wonder why... i still can't figure it out..

My mind feels like too packed T,T until what i read all pass through my brain nothing stuck there for me to get it what it's all about. Am i getting older to studying? Oh great i know i am old~~

this is suck~ i need to graduate sooonnnn T,T

Random me n her~

"this is her"


(Yes its true)


(with her own style)


(the way she eat)


(and play with the chopsticks?)


(everyday and each day passes)


(as we are together)


(either when she's beside me)


(Or on the other side of the sea =,=)


(i learn more about her)

(and love her more as each day passes)


(waiting patiently)


(till the time)


(we can be together and sing our own song together)


(ok don't puke, i'm in jiwang mode~)

that's all, i love u so much dear~~

Blabber time

Dear blog..

How long has it been? my last post was it last year? Hohohoho..Ok this time i want to blabber about my habit on doing my work.

I hate any kind of distraction when i'm doing something, especially work. I tend to loose focus and passion when i had to talk or using my focus on anything else, so what happen when there's distraction? Simple, i just pretend like i'm ok and continue to do work while talk may be when inside my brain it's like "ok where am i now..how to do this.." and end up stress and i just drop off my work hahaha. Same goes to study, it'll be the same.

Ok i should let people know i don't like to be distract, why i just keep silence? Simple, if i told them, i felt like i'm hurting them n my guilt make me more distracted..and i become more sensitive..i prefer if i told them i got something to do and working on it, they will understand..

even typing this entry also make me feel uneasy...it's unmasking me hahaha...
ok that's all for now, thank you.

happy new year~~

Happy new year people~~~

New Year Eve

Dear blog

Yeah i know i've been away from blogging for quite a while but i wont missed to finish up this year blabbering..

It's 31'st December 2010 today~
2010 is coming to it's end today and yet i still not graduate. Awww that sucks~ i still using my lappy from 2005 and it still working fine just limitation on it's graphic card and processor, don't really mind about those stuff as long as i can use it. Well considering heavy usage on mine on the lappy, it's quite incredible that the laptop still holding on, even thou it had some funny sound (because of the fan)

Hurm lot of things i did not really archive in this 2010, still being an useless thing in my household. yeah what did you expect? will be 24 soon and still in collage? arghh~ nowadays graduating is being a big issue for me. but in this 2010, i found something meaningful..

I don't know what will it be in future, just hold on to it so i can get through everything. Yes, that something meaningful that i found is my relationship~ hahaha, thank you dear i don't know how to express it but it is really important for me, our relationship. Thank you for coming to my life.

So how should i spend my day today?

that's all, thank you

Q&A Me

Simple blabbering abt me in Q&A form...

Q: What is your favorite phrase?
A: random words but i often say "oh shit" when things gone wrong

Q: Things that you hate most?
A: math

Q:Your favorite free time activity?
A:meditating on my bed

Q:Do you smoke?
A: yes n no, i did smoke back there but just get some stick from friends, but i don't really some,more to trying to make 'O' shape with the smoke, i don't inhale the smoke, just play with the smoke.

Q: Did you went to club?
A: yes, i went there few times before but i don't really enjoy dancing, i can't dance or shuffle. i more to enjoying the music.

Q:How much is your patience level?
A: what kind of question is this?? well i think its low and i am really a vengeful person.

Q: Are you serious type?
A:sometimes, but i hate being serious me since when i'm serious i felt like i'm emotionless, so most of time i just try to be happy and go lucky, try to enjoy the feelings...

ok folks, we continue on the other time, my pillow is dragging me now