Yeah it is, unable to sleep even though i was really tired, suddenly all despair an gloominess attack my feeling.. Thinking about my love life, suddenly i realize that i can't remember me before i met her, i mean who i was.. i don't know where's those feeling that makes me all of the sudden wants to isolate myself from her, am i was her supporter..listens to her when she's down... Even i realize how much i love her, where the hell all those feeling of hates and anger came from? Seriously i don't know, are my life changed me as i grew? Why i can't listen to her anymore as i did before? Bored? I am not such person who could be bored listen to the important person to me... I don't know, as if thee feeling i want to be free, as i was a burden to her keep hurting her too much, i feels like i want to run from her so i won't hurt her anymore.. I loose confidence in myself in each arguments happened between me and her, loose my faith and those sweet feelings...
We've start to loose it right? the understand between us... this is the last solution, this is what i couldn't tell you.. it's not like i having someone else or anything like that, just this. Some lame and stupidity of mine. I don't know if this my immature feeling or thoughts, but i guess, it's like i start to loose my self. Well, that's all, i'm sorry, it's really a great time when i was with you, i guess i am no longer can listen to your voice and loosing my self and sight in my life.. i just wish you'll find someone who can stay with you forever without too much trouble as me. Take care, i will now let you go for good... Good bye ^_^
"Goodbye"
