Sad Sad And Sad

Hi, I just came back from home, yeah, i visit my lil bro in hospital, thank god his condition better now, still i am sad looking the way he is now, laying on bed, whenever he try to say something,...it's really make me sad. I hope he recover soon. I met mum and dad, and i can see how tired and worries in their eyes....it make me sad... and also my mum wont let me have a bike since she worried that i might became like my lil bro...also make me sad.. 3 level of deep sadness (bike part just feeling down la~~ but see my lil bro like that... mum and dad worries make me much more sad...)

Right know i don't know how i feel, it's just felt empty, and i holding my self to think much. My lil bro injury was at his left arms and stomach. Stomach part is serious, internal injury... but he's recovering... it'll took a while for him to be out of bed.... right now or as usual i can't say much.. well it's not like i don't care, just keep it in here, as you know i not good at sharing feeling~~ some people might think i just a robot huhuhuhu

Ah~ what kind of feeling is this.... it feel like i want to lay down and just stares the skies for hours...doing nothing but just staring the skies and clouds... may be i need some meditation....

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